One thing I realized with the emergence of Plurk is that I only BLOG MOST of the time when I feel something negative. Depressed, angry, stressed, pissed, frustrated, sad, and a multitude of others. I don't know if I SHOULD do something about it. I don't even know why I'm posting this nonsense. I don't even know why I bother to think about doing something about it if I find no sense in doing something about it.
One of the most disrespectful things you can do to a person is to leave him/her hanging on a conversation. No answer, no reply, no shout back, no slap, no reaction, no words, nothing. I feel like I don't have any value at all.
I've been levelling really slowly in RO. Partly because we're (Bernadeth and I) not really putting any effort into grinding. Although my DotA skills have been improving lately (or competition here in the shop just isn't up to scale), it's uh... not really that useful in anything personal for me.
It's the same thing in my personal life, IMO. My "experience" IRL isn't going anywhere because of a particular state of "grinding" with everyday routines.
I've tried to make (or at least remaster AGAIN) some tracks (music). I feel like there's a saturation point in my "art life" right now. That includes games and music.
Speaking of which, customers just left. My mind's "saturated" already with a lot of stuff and I don't really know what I was supposed to write anymore. -_- I have to go home, take a shower, and sleep.
